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[16 Nov 2006|07:42pm]

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[29 Aug 2006|09:27am]
So I came home last night to an e-mail from David.

kjsldksjd ><

I don't know what to do.
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[23 Aug 2006|11:34am]
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye*

*change the female to male. It reminds me of him
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[26 Aug 2005|08:05pm]
Wee I was tagged :DCollapse )
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[13 Aug 2005|03:52pm]
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong
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[07 Aug 2005|10:00pm]
People see boldness in your eyes. You aren't afraid
to do what you think is right and you stand up
for what you believe in. You don't worry about
the what-if's. You also like being the center
of attention at times and you like to stick
out. But be warned...some people may find you
annoying for several reasons. Number one being
either stealing the limelight or bringing it
towards friends who don't want to be in it.
Number two is that you make mistakes often due
to your rash behavior and sometimes offend
people when it was actually un-called for. So
be careful, but be you and have fun!

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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[03 Jul 2005|09:47am]
1. Favorite scent: Calgon Hawaiian Ginger and Adidas Cologne *_*
2. Favorite way to relax: The computer! o.o
3. Favorite movie you own: Kill Bill
4. Favorite movie you don't already own: Sin City
5. Favorite male movie star: I don't even know. I'm not a celebrity-a-holic
6. Favorite female movie star: Uma Thurman, I guess rofl.
7. Favorite book genre: Fantasy
8. Favorite clothing store: Reitmans
10. Favorite cartoon character: Shikamaru <3
11. Favorite CD you own: Uhm, my Evanescence one I guess.
12. Favorite CD you don't already own: Ciara :o
13. Pass the torch to 5 of your LJ friends...

Uhm..I have like, two to pass it to.


Four! :o
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[01 Jul 2005|05:30pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

1. Put your playlist on shuffle.
2. Post the first lines to the first 25 songs to come up (along with these instructions).
3. Have people guess the songs and artists in comments to the post.
4. Post the answers to the ones people guessed correctly. A couple of days later, post the first two lines of the ones no one got and get people to guess again.
5. Repeat, adding the next line to the unguessed songs each time, until they're all guessed/you've posted the whole song/you've gotten bored/no-one's going to get the damn thing if you don't tell them.

Here come the song lyrics!Collapse )

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[30 Jun 2005|07:50pm]
I'm exhausted and my arm is like, yeah, I think I snapped my bicep in half or something. If not then I really really hurt it today lifting up the cart.

On the plus side I'm already getting muscles in my arms, which is a plus.

I'm so tired.
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[27 Jun 2005|12:05pm]

WOOOO HOOO Imma be a sexy Janitor roflmao.
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[26 Jun 2005|10:11pm]
Wow it's been a while since I updated. I dunno what to update about I guess. Had another job interview, getting the call tommorrow.

Uhmm..went to the memorial, went to Halifax for my Uncle's birthday. Was fun.

Lmao I want a joobbb guh.
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[07 Jun 2005|04:14pm]
Oh for the love of dollarama pregnancy tests!Collapse )
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[06 Jun 2005|09:11pm]
Bleh. Okay. Just Bleh. I feel sick.

I have a fever. Stupid dogs. I need sleep. And I wanna watch a movie, but I'm not sure what. Harry Potter (The first one O_O!) Or Kill Bill. Christ on crutches. Indecisive. Frikkin Tired.

Hi. Tiana makes no sense.

She also wants it to be tommorrow. Which is mexican food and cleaning at Erika's! WOOOOOO. And anime. Mmm..Anime. ..Mm.


Haha. Randomness.

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[04 Jun 2005|04:48pm]
1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
2. Go to images.google.com and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).
4. Put this in your own journal so that I can do the same.
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O_O! [31 May 2005|11:15am]
THEY MURDERED IT! Completely and utterly butchered it. And it makes me want to cry.

Whyyy DO AMERICANS INSIST ON DOING THIS TO US? It makes me want to cry like a little girl.


Read only after watching the above.Collapse )
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[31 May 2005|09:14am]

You Are The Outlaw
"Sure, I'll do it. My way."

Just because you do not conform to the same laws and rules as everyone else does not mean that you are a bad guy. You travel your own path, separate from those around you, with your own reasons for doing what you do. Because of this and your own nature, it goes without saying that you are generally misunderstood. That does not matter much, though, as people love you for being who you are. You are pretty well set in your ways and have no real intention of changing. This can come across as a flicker of arrogance if your not careful. You do what is right for you, and God help anyone who stands in your way.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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Haha. Hobo! Power to the outlaws!
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[30 May 2005|01:47pm]
I'd like to say I'm sorry to Chantell, and that despite the differences we have, I wish her the best in life. I hope to see you again some day!

At the same time. People confuse me. An immense amount. But that's alright.

Still haven't gotten a call from KFC. -Crosses fingers.-

However, everything just seems to be falling into place for me again. Getting a job, studying for my liscence, everything. Save for not going to school next year, but that's alright, I'll have a full time job and I'll be able to afford a car (hopefully. I'll be able to go visit Jason too! And run away from his horse-like dog and cling to his cat which is so fucking adorable. I'll bring my cat with me Jay and we can trade, deal?

No..I love muffin. Screw that.

Why is it that people never seem to know what they want? They say one thing to one person, and then the same thing to another. Ah well. I always have my friends anyway. Even though, most of them are gone now. I wish you all the best of luck and I love you all so much, I'll miss you.

I don't know what I'm going to do for my birthday, it's in just under a month, so I suppose I have time to think it over. Maybe I'll just have a night with my mom or something. She and I haven't done things together in a long time. I think that would be fun. Although I may try and go out somewhere that night. Try and get a hold of my cousin JJ and go somewhere in Halifax with him and a couple friends or something.

For some reason I'm not all that excited about my birthday. =/ Maybe it's because I'll be more or less along on it. =( Oh well. I'll be getting a digital camera.
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[29 May 2005|09:02pm]
I am officially obsessed with Michael Buble. His music makes my heart sing. And his rendition of the Spiderman theme is incredible. <3 Of course the song I'm listening to currently is completely amazing as well. This makes me sad that I missed his concert last night. His music is the type of music I would actually listen hard to to learn the lyrics.

Erika my dear, where have you been the last few days? You know, if he ever comes to Halifax again, you and me darlin' going to his concert. He's just fantastic.

Haha. I am officially a Buble fangirl. Feel free to throw rocks.
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[26 May 2005|12:20am]

What kind of Jedi are you?
LJ Username
Dark Side Growth Potential - 40%
Light Side Growth Potential - 4%
Master's Name beccly
How likely you are to lose a limb - 95%
Lightsaber Blade's color Orange
Lightsaber Style Double-Bladed Lightsaber
This fun quiz by neo_epyon - Taken 46726 Times.
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Wow I haven't updated this in a while. And it is now 12:20 and I'm exhausted. 'Twas a long day indeed. I had a job interview earlier that I think went really well. I really hope I get this job. I should know by Friday so all of you should cross your fingers for me! But yeah. What's the point in having four interviewers there? Are they trying to scare the shit out of you or something? I mean jesus christ. I was terrified! But I made it through. One of the girls was really nice too.

Blah. I have to go. Update better tommorrow.
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[13 May 2005|01:26pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I haven't updated in AGES. Not like theres a whole lot to update about really. My life has become utter routine and repetitiveness.

Wake up at 10, play PSO/WoW till 1, shower, eat, do other housework. Return to computer at around 3, play PSO, RP, listen to music. End at around 11 when mom goes to bed. Except on fridays, then I stay up till like three.

PSO however, is addictive as all hell. ALL HELL I TELL YOU. Sigh.

I miss human contact like whoa.

Shower time!

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